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Morbidly Grotesque
Evanescence (I know, are not gothic...) rok 
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My Chemical Romance - I'm Not OK (I Promise)
"You like D&D, Aldrin Hepburn, Fangoria, Harry Houdini,
& Croque. You can't swim, you can't dance
and you don't know karate. Face it,
you're never gonna make it"
"I don't wanna make it,
I just wanna..."
Well if you wanted honesty,
That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
wish you were really here listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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About Me:
You can call me Naff;
D.O.B: September 24, 1990;
Gender: Female;
Location: Western Australia;
Hair color: Brown;
Eye color: Blue;
Classified as: Freak! n lovin it!
Idol: people from VP.com...
Fave TV shows Summerland, but that's pretty much all I watch anyway.
Fave Colors Blue, Black, Pink, Purple.
My Fave Bands/Artists H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty), sisters of mercy, evanescence, garbage, siouxsie & the banshees, ramones, my chemical romance, the darkness, A.F.I., the cure, dashboard confessional, jimmy eat world, metallica, the living end, kittie, system of a down, coal chamber, jakalope, placebo, linkin park, bowling for soup, the distillers, lacuna coil, murderdolls, green day, cradle of filth, rancid, the smiths. But wait, there's more! Whe-- ahh screw it, that'll do.
"My Heart, withered as a dead rose, longs for my death, and mourns at my rebirth" Quote from myself
100 QUESTIONS
1. FULL NAME: My nickname, that's all you gotta know ;)
2. NICKNAME: Naff
3. EYES: Blue
4. HEIGHT: 5'4"
5. HAIR: Dark brown
6. SIBLINGS: 2 lil b[r]others
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER: HELL YEZ!
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE TOILET: i've been caught singing wid mah pants down b4
9. BIRTHDATE: 09/24/90
10. SIGN: Libran
11. LIVING: Yep.
12. SEX: Not lately.
13. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Righty
14. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED: Nope
15. MARITAL STATUS: Single?
16. DO YOU HAVE A CAR: nope
17. WHAT KINDA CAR DO YOU WANT: ferrari, baby!
'MY FAVORITE' QUESTIONS
18. FAVOURITE MOVIE: 'The Unsaid' or 'Ginger Snaps', 'til I see the Crow.
19. FAVOURITE VIDEO GAME: Nada. V-games aren't my thing (unfortunately =P )
20. BAND/SINGER/RAPPER: Band-so Rancid, Jakalope, Evanescence, Garbage, oh god just scrool up to the list!, singer-Amy Lee, Rapper-oh GOD no!! rap is so not music.
21. FAV SHOW: Summerland...?
22. ACTOR: Nil
23. ACTRESS: See above.
24. FAV FOOD: Asian.
25. NUMBER: 7, dunno why :P
26. FAV SMELL: Ralph Perfume. My cuz Tia[h] got some, it's really nice.
27. DISNEY CHARACTER: Pluto, I guess. Otherwise nil. Disney sux ;)
28. FAV COLOR(s): Black, blue, purple, pink w/black.
29. DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN: Maybe. If I can handle the pain.
30. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: I suppose..
31. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: I'll decide when the time comes...?
32. DO YOU LIKE ANY ONE: yeah why not?
33. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE: Maybe
34. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW: I'm not too sure.
35. DO YOU HAVE A STALKER/ HAVE YOU STALKED OR BEEN THE STALKER: Only if I wanna piss people off, I follow them around.. it's funny when you follow someone around in the mall and they're like all worried...
36. DO YOU HAVE A BF?: Not sure..
This/That Questions.
37. MUSIC/TV: Music
38. GREEN/BLUE: Blue
39. PINK/PURPLE: Purple
40. SUMMER/WINTER: Winter
41. NIGHT/DAY: Night
42: HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: Chillin, not that I see a difference...
43. DOPEY/FUNNY: Funny
44. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: CRAPBAG! and 'tumbleweed...'. Don't ask.
45. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO: ECC
46. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS: nope! I'm a good lil girl
47. WHATS A MAJOR TURN-ON FOR YOU: Piercings and a guy who isn't a fuckin pervert
48. FAV SONG: H.I.M.- "Closer"? Not sure of the title. Real nice song. Track after "Join Me" on Razorblade Romance.
THE PERSON YOU KNOW WHO IS...
49. MOST BLONDE: Nicole/Jade
50. NICEST: Vittoria/Emilee
51. FUNNIEST: Alana
52. HAPPIEST: Elicia
53. LOUDEST: Renni
54. STRANGEST: Lara
55. SMARTEST: Yasmin/Ashleigh/Emilee(she got the fucken dux 2 yrs in a row, people)
56. HAS THE BEST PERSONALITY: Nicole. her personality is so cute, I envy her.
57. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF: Depends on the level, but no.
58. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED ABOUT: Neglection and misunderstandings.
59. ARE YOU HAPPY: decent
60. WHY: coz life could be better, but isn't. *sigh*
61. OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: the net, my computer, magazines, water, food, perfume/deoderant(i stink enough lol)
62. LOVE OR TRUST: love coz real love isn't acheivable without trust. deep..
63. DIAMOND OR PEARL: Diamond
64. SILVER OR GOLD: Silver
65. SUNSET OR SUNRISE: Sunset
66. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING: Nope
67. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS: Nope, long past that phase
68. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: Yes, and I want more - my bellybutton, tongue and eyebrow, and maybe my lip.
69. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: eyeliner, foundation, lipgloss, bangles, chipped black nailpolish, socks, jeans, skimpy top... and an anklet.
70. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Summerland Beginning Theme. It makes me happier and not depressed.
71. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 3249 or 2126
72. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON: ooooooooo Vegas!! LA!!! CALI!
73. WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH: A special someone
74. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eyes, and piercings, if any.
75. FAVORITE SPORT: Soccer
76. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: HEAVY METAL, BABY!!
77. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: Haven't planned, since I download most my stuff.
78. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES: I'm supposed to, but I don't.
79. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: Don't focus on the negative comments you're given, focus on the positive ones coz the opinions that matter are from the most important people, and they will always be positive.
80. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS: Not really...
81. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS: try get into Uni as an art/graphics student.
82. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: Chicken pox probably, i don't get sick =(
83. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER: Scary, but I laugh at them anyway
84. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON: IN PERSON!
85. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs >:D<
86. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST: Something emo
87. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW: i'd try prove the theory that god doesn't exist
88. DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES: tonnes
89. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR: I'm scared of unnatural beings, but I'm not scared to die
90. TIME IN AUSTRALIA NOW: 9.03pm
91. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH: Mat.. I need to..
92. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY: HANDCUFFS!!
93. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: Slam the door in his face and tell him to get the fuck off my property! Dirty extra terrestrials (sp).
94. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED IN PERSON: get the fuck outta my private life, dude ;)
95: U HAVE ANY PETS?: 3 Cats
96: SCREEN NAMES: So many. List time!
xonethousandtearsxihavecriedx (yahoo)
duriretlan (yahoo)
Duriretlan (Dark Alleyway)
a_gothic_fantasy@hotmail.com (MSN)
sxc_lil_ang3l@hotmail.com (MSN, and mostly used)
[UPDATE]I don't chat with randoms anymore so don't add me=[/UPDATE]
97. DO YOU EAT CATS?: no way, dude, cats are sacred territory! u touch my cat i slap ur face! that came out wrong =/
98. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC: i seldom drink
99. HOW'D U GET THIS?: An email
100. WHAT YOU THINK?: It's okay.. Killed some time, anyway.
You are faking non-gothness! You're the type that tries to not be goth, hiding it by listening to emo and/or underground hip-hop. You can't hide it though, we all *know*! We see your Neitzsche and your TKK!
What kind of goth are you?
Created by ptocheia
Come get your fortune read!
Created by ptocheia
Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla
Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:Dark, Water
Animal:Panther
Color:Black, Maroon, Dark Tones
Song:In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:Sly Smile
Gemstone:Black Diamond
Mythological Creature:Demon,
Vampire
Planet:Venus
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color:Garnet
Quote:"In the shadows for all time."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
brought to you by Quizilla
Mmm.. I like that quiz ^-^
From witches who could change into cats with magic
spells, to tribes of anthropomorphic tigers
living in the jungles of Malaysia, to
bloodthirsty werecats of Japan who would prey
on humans for sustenance, tales of werecats
rival their more well-known werewolf cousins in
number.
As a werecat, you are aggressive, fiercely
independant, short-tempered and prone to
violent outbursts. You can also be very kind
though, by protecting those you care for from
those who wish to do them harm. Those who
befriend you are very lucky (as long as they
stay on your good side!)
Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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MEOW!
Other Sites!
Keiko-chan's Xanga
Serenity-like Website. Nice pics and music.
Duri-chan's Xanga
Keiko-chan's Website
Tiah's Playpen
Not sure.. Just a link
Claim Your Wings
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Vampire name: Duriretlan.
brought to you by The Dark Alleyway
Your dark side is centered around Pain. You feel
you want to scream and cry, want to leave this
place and run away from everything but you
can't, you are trapped inside your head and
there is no way out. All you want is a
beautiful unique mind just like you, can listen
and understand so you can full your world with
happiness and peace. You will find what you
want when you simplify your life and stop
looking to the dark side.
What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
brought to you by Quizilla
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give Imogen more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I shall call him Deacon and he shall be my Deacon. I <3 my Deacon =)
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them. Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.
What type of teenager are you?
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